Back to Study...Again!

Few hours left before i go back
to a hectic and dreadful lifestyle
not to say that having a MUET test tommorrow
my future is depending on that
different than other subject
language is a subject that cannot be studied
and i don't no how to prepare
i will be doom tommorrow!

Semester 2 will be a new sem
hope to get a good lecturer then
sadly, i don't have cpmputer class anymore
which means that no more bloging & internet surfing...
haiz...

PSPM Panic!

Today is the last day of lecture
and the lass day I will be together with my classmates
they are friendly
though I sometimes really need someone with the same kind with me in class
...
every lecture say thanks and ask for forgiveness during their lass class
last but not least
they greet and wish us good luck in our exams
when i heard this
i feel a lot of pressure
as i and the same kind need to get 4 flat
it is not impossinle
but it is not easy either
somemore we have MUET
how can i struggle to get a good band with such bad language?
nothing much to say
just i need to fear for the time for execution!

Hectic schedule

It has been almost two month after semester break
and i "half sleep" in almost all the lectures
i know the problem is in me
but i can't diagnose it
i tried to sleep early
and it doesnt work
i tried to drink coffee every morning
and it give no effect
what should i do?
Double dose my drug (caffeine) to stay awake and become a coffee addict?
or just forget about coffee and continue my "sleepyness" in class for my health sake?
either way i need to make a huge sacrifice...

7 days from Raya holidays
all the lecturers are trying to finish the syllabus in time
and it seems a little bit impossible
so we have extra classes or so called night classes
i does not complain that i need to go to more class
since that i want the lecturer to finish the syllabus
i just complain that i do not have enough time
i need a lot of time to complete the homeworks
just that it will used up most of the time and i will not have the time to do revision
(sometimes i even doubt that whether i truely learn about anything in here)
what to do ?
Life is Hard...
(not to mention that MUET and final exam is around the corner!)

well usally i hang aroung in my friends room
as my roomates are nocturnal
(getting more nocturnal during this puasa period)
so i seldom talk with my roomates
as i hardly meet them awake
however the cause me a lot of trouble
staying active at night chatting around loudly is not a good environment for sleeping
my roomates friends usually gather at my neighbour to smoke now come to my room
though they dont smoke here
but they really are loudspeakers
is they anything i can do?
i dont dare to voice up
there are 5 of them and 1 of me
luckily my friends room have extra bed
i slept there for already two days
so irony
i have a better realtionship with my friend's roomates than mine...

CF CAMP

First
i will like to tell how the camp was organized...

During the first week of lectures,
we had a Christian Fellowship (CF) or Care Group (CG) on Friday noon
our teacher asked us wheter we wanted to have a camp at Harvest Haven
(click here for more info about Harvest Haven. http://www.capernwray.com.my/Ministries.html)
(she said that that place is fun, supported by a Ipoh guy, my friend, Raee which when there before)
most of the people give positive answers
but no one start to do anything...
as for me
i hate camp
i was not sured whether i should participated
but i did
i drafted out somethings
and let them continued the works
mostly people need others for a little push
then we started to plan...

we went there before our semester break to survey and booking
(wow, it really is a nice place in a middle of nowhere!)
after we saw the place
we really want the camp to be a success
but most of the weekend are fully booked
(until the weekend of next year!!)
we have to check the date to confirm whether it crushes with college activities
luckily we found a date
although we need to share the place with other group
however we are very sastified

after the holidays
we went back to college
we were informed that we need to be quarantined
we were not allowed for outing!
WHAT~!!!!
we had pay the deposits
plan everything and...
we faced a very big obstacles
we prayed and prayed
we have to write letters and go through a lot of procedures
and Thanks God that HEP allows us to go out
What a Miracles

Now the journey began 15/8
we reached there about 3pm
then we started an ice breaking
we were divided into 3 groups
Daniel, our camp leader lead the games
we were introduced to each other
quite fun

at night,
our teacher arrive with her younger sister
they shared some messaged to us for few sessions
and we design our group logo ...
we started with a light day

Saturday,
we have a lot of activities
workshop, outdoorgames,...
(too bad it was raining during the swimming period)
we have to build our own boat during workshop
the second generation of tiatinc arise
it really sink when we sailed the boat at the swimming pool
(the history was repeated!! lolx)
outgames...
lead by Cassendra, or also known as Cassy
the peak was in the last game
Water Ballon War
screaming and sabotajing...
it was really fun

                                            

The ships is set to sail!!

Water Balloon War!!

at night
we take photos and play wildy
the guys and the girls chat until midnight---4am!
as for me which is Not a Panda
sleep before 1am

Sunday
we having Sunday service here
not much to said about it
but we learn a lot from the sermon
having photo session after the service

About the food
it was delicious
we have 5 meal per day!
and I was very happy that the groups cooperate to clean up the dishes after we had our meal
No complains and very efficient
this is the first time I see such a great team!

Delicious Food

 

working together to clean after dinner
we went back at 1pm
we dont feel to go back
as it is stress and tense to live a college life
compare to a place like this
but we have to move on
packs our bags and say bye bye to the lovely place

and here i will like to thanks our teachers, pastor
and my friends,(Jasper, Raee, Daniel, Jesmon, Cassy, Edward, Sin Yong)
for making the camp a success!
(Special credit for Nan Song for the T-shirt design and Sin Yong & friend who do the name cards...Last but not least, all the credits to the Lord for everything!)

T-shirt!!

A memory meant to be kept

Sleeeeeeeeeep

well, i should talk about the camp
but i haven't get the picture yets
so i think i will post about it later...

Now, my biggest problem is i cant concentrate in class
it seems like the lecture hall is a bedroom for me
i will fall asleep during the lectures
i cant even stay awake even for my most interest subjects-MATHS!
what should i do???
homework are stacking higher and higher
questions in my head are overloading
different lectures and different book give difference answer
am i really suitable for study physics?
i started to doubt
anyway, i do really feel to quit!
however i had sign a contract!
have to keep pushing myself to the limit...
Sleepiness...when will you get away from me???

Electricity

Finally the water problem is solve
but...
now is electricity problems
the lights will go of for a few seconds for several times in a day
seems not big deal?
well, it cause a lot of trouble as lecturers are using computer and projector to teach...
no electricity= lecture cant teach (or maybe student will not understand)
(hmmm....wonder how lecturer teachs in the past...)

as for me
i cant concnentrate anymore in class or anywhere
feel sleepy at anytime and anywhere
besides from being tired,
the "cyber cafe" or "cinema" beside zx room is so tempting
i had wactched "transformer 2" before the holidays
"dark knight" and "Saw 5" after the holidays
and planning to watch "Saw 3", "Saw 4" and "Obssessed"
see how lazy i turn out!

anyway i am going to a camp at harvest haven this afternoon
well i might upload some photos after i go back home for holidays
(too bad i dont have camera and the school internet line is slow!)

Harsh Week

I'm using english again, that means that i'm officially back to school.
H1N1 is spreading fast, my school is taking precaution steps to prevent the school from shutting down. Many people are wearing mask, quite scary, i thought.

For me,the main problem is the water crisis.
We have face the water problem for more than a MONTH!!
How long will it take them to repair a pipe leakage? a decades???!!!
Dont mention about shower or washing laundry, we cant even wash our hands.
How long can we hang on and strive through?

Besides facing water crisis, i had diarrhea and stomachache.
Bare in mind that the water here is very LIMITED!
Life is getting harder and harder...

Last but not least,
i cant sleep early because my roomate was chatting around loudly
Helo~is 2.30a.m.
why can't they keep their voices down
i can even here what they were talking with my ears close
how do you espect me to sleep?!
as i said earlier
i can't be PANDA!
however, i am forced to as i was disturbed,
now, i became a WALKING ZOMBIE!