It's hard to be a human

After struggling for a week
my mid-sem exam finally over
how well i did
i dont know
as long i tried my best
result will be out after holidays

the end of exam doenst mean the start of holiday
we still need to continue our study
once enter matriculation
it is a 5 year program
it's no use unless i graduate university
it's a long way

being anticipated for my holiday
(although i have a lot of holiday assigments)
i was been told that i have attidue problems
well,frankly i feel hurted (well i tried my best to be as good as possible)
but i thought about it
i knew my public realtionship (PR) and teamwork sux
and i try to improve that
other than that
am i sellfish? arrogant?impolite?
i dont know
maybe i hurt others without concius
so i hope anyone who read this and knew me pls tell me
what kind of person am i in yours eyes?
PLS do leave some comment
either good or bad
(juz write it as my mood already down)
so that i cant know myself more

well, Happy Holiday!
(for those who have!)