428

i am not a guy that like to talk politic, but 428 had really inspire me a lot.

428 is the day that will become our history--Malaysia history

put aside what the main goal or objective, i think that EVERYONE should start to wake up

realize that WE as MALAYSIAN should unite

who care what races you all, you are MALAYSIAN!

It's not the particular races who do bad deed, It is human who will do bad things

try to be open minded, comment in a manner way,

don't critics according to races, critics according to the particular thing

if we don't stop being racist, Malaysia will never advance to become better country

stop guess who are those people that start the riot

it's no point as A will say B did it, B will said C did it, C will said X did it,....

let the investigation carry on

truth and justice will come one day

Everyone, stop racist and start be friendly,

it is better to take a baby step rather than standing

try to remember how OUR ancestor regardless race unite and build this country

Dont let 513 happen again

Prove to the world that we as Malaysian can live in peace and harmony!!

The regret of being "kiasu"

i should express this by chinese,
but the computer lab dont have chinese program,
and i desperate to spill it out before i go crazy,
so here it is.

today i had a quiz,
i had read it last night
but what i read was A while the quiz was B
so?i started to scared
fear to hand in an empty paper, i chose to "discuss'
at the end of the quiz, we submitted it,
and, the lecturer asked,
why i choose to looked at my neighbor answer,
well, i told that i was not confident with my answer,
is that so?honestly i dont know
i used to be a carefree person,
but when temptation come,
i struggle
normally, i would say that do what you know,
but that is when i can answer most of the questions
i still can hold on that principal if i can answer half of the questions
but now, i go against my own principal when the condition is worst
at the moment
i felt that what i did make God down
i failed to stand firm with my principal
many thought come into my mind
"y me"
"others also do the same thing"
"y am i so unlucky?"
"i rarely do it"
all of them are incorrect
all these are jz my excuses
deep down in me
there is still some kiasu syndrome
many might say that "discussion" only mah
is a small matter
everyone do it
if u are caught
then u are unlucky nia
but for me
i know that what is wrong is wrong
there is no different between small cheat and big cheat in God eyes
they both are sins
if i say i wont be emo
i would be lying to myself, maybe others
though, is time for me to reflect myself
admitting that kiasu is one of my weakness
admitting that i feel envy
envy for those who can get high marks without putting efforts
i fell unfairness, i feel tired
is something like fishing
i fish everyday, getting fish
some cant get any fish while fishing
i'm glad to help them
but some dont even want to hold the fishing rod, and just ask for fish
i m trying to teach fishing, but some prefer just to get fish
and as time go on, people just expecting fish form me
its just so tiring
sometimes i fish all day and does not get any fish
and sometimes i just want somebody to fish with me
but
i'm alone (almost)
and at the end, the one who fishing getting lesser fish than the one who is not
the world is unfair, but, i really cant get used to it
its so mean
after today
i'm not sure whether i qualify to teach fishing or not
as i am a lousy fisher
and i will try harder
try harder till i have the courage to hand in a blank paper...

Gradutation

High School Musical 3 was on cinema when I'm form 5
never have a chance to watch it since is during SPM
today, i watched it, after my matriculation programme
the feeling is similiar to when I'm in form 5
everyone is worry about their future
feeling sad seperating their freinds or should i say
knowing who is TRUE friend
(well this is contradict to what the old said

"there is never a longlasting friend or longlasting enemy")

is that true? i don't know
but what I know is mantaing a friendship is really hard
though true freinds bond a worth to hold on to...

well, my future is in God hand
whether the path is going to be harsh or smooth
i'm still have to going on~

Gradutation

High School Musical 3 was on cinema when I'm form 5
never have a chance to watch it since is during SPM
today, i watched it, after my matriculation programme
the feeling is similiar to when I'm in form 5
everyone is worry about their future
feeling sad seperating their freinds or should i say
knowing who is TRUE friend
(well this is contradict to what the old said

"there is never a longlasting friend or longlasting enemy")

is that true? i don't know
but what I know is mantaing a friendship is really hard
though true freinds bond a worth to hold on to...

well, my future is in God hand
whether the path is going to be harsh or smooth
i'm still have to going on~

It's over

well, since i'm back
i should use chinese...
but now it seems i rather use broken english
so irony...
forget many chinese word d...

Anyway,
1 year of hell education come to an end...
thats mean i no need to go back that place again...
is that a good thing?
well
there are only a few good memories
but 1000++ bad memories
so i dont really wanna talk about the things there

i think i wont be writting blog that often anymore
must cutting down on writting all -ve stuff

so~+ve stuff about kmpk
i get know some of the friend
(which make me a failure because is SOME not ALL)
giving a excuse that most of them taking bio course
(seems reasonable...)

learn that what friend can be trusted and vice versa
what to do about it?NOTHING...world is full of hypocrite...

nothing much to say for the +ve stuff
so
before i end
i want to thanks all those who be SINCERELY nice to me
because of u guys i have some +ve memories there...

wish everyone get 4~flat and first choice!

Move On

As "Prince" said
time flies...
it's true
it's been 3 weeks the 2nd sem started
and it all started badly
there was a black parrade during my MUET test
then i got fever for 2 days,stomach ache for a week, tooth pain for 3 days(or more)
food poisoning that cause me vomit and stomach ache in the middle of the night;
(yea, i have stomach problem and i am weak!)
join a parachutte competition,360 physics explorace,
got my exam results ,
and last but not least
3 assignments! not included tutorial and past year questions!
time seems not enough...
sad or happy
busy or free
i still have to move on...

Back to Study...Again!

Few hours left before i go back
to a hectic and dreadful lifestyle
not to say that having a MUET test tommorrow
my future is depending on that
different than other subject
language is a subject that cannot be studied
and i don't no how to prepare
i will be doom tommorrow!

Semester 2 will be a new sem
hope to get a good lecturer then
sadly, i don't have cpmputer class anymore
which means that no more bloging & internet surfing...
haiz...