Sleeeeeeeeeep

well, i should talk about the camp
but i haven't get the picture yets
so i think i will post about it later...

Now, my biggest problem is i cant concentrate in class
it seems like the lecture hall is a bedroom for me
i will fall asleep during the lectures
i cant even stay awake even for my most interest subjects-MATHS!
what should i do???
homework are stacking higher and higher
questions in my head are overloading
different lectures and different book give difference answer
am i really suitable for study physics?
i started to doubt
anyway, i do really feel to quit!
however i had sign a contract!
have to keep pushing myself to the limit...
Sleepiness...when will you get away from me???

Electricity

Finally the water problem is solve
but...
now is electricity problems
the lights will go of for a few seconds for several times in a day
seems not big deal?
well, it cause a lot of trouble as lecturers are using computer and projector to teach...
no electricity= lecture cant teach (or maybe student will not understand)
(hmmm....wonder how lecturer teachs in the past...)

as for me
i cant concnentrate anymore in class or anywhere
feel sleepy at anytime and anywhere
besides from being tired,
the "cyber cafe" or "cinema" beside zx room is so tempting
i had wactched "transformer 2" before the holidays
"dark knight" and "Saw 5" after the holidays
and planning to watch "Saw 3", "Saw 4" and "Obssessed"
see how lazy i turn out!

anyway i am going to a camp at harvest haven this afternoon
well i might upload some photos after i go back home for holidays
(too bad i dont have camera and the school internet line is slow!)

Harsh Week

I'm using english again, that means that i'm officially back to school.
H1N1 is spreading fast, my school is taking precaution steps to prevent the school from shutting down. Many people are wearing mask, quite scary, i thought.

For me,the main problem is the water crisis.
We have face the water problem for more than a MONTH!!
How long will it take them to repair a pipe leakage? a decades???!!!
Dont mention about shower or washing laundry, we cant even wash our hands.
How long can we hang on and strive through?

Besides facing water crisis, i had diarrhea and stomachache.
Bare in mind that the water here is very LIMITED!
Life is getting harder and harder...

Last but not least,
i cant sleep early because my roomate was chatting around loudly
Helo~is 2.30a.m.
why can't they keep their voices down
i can even here what they were talking with my ears close
how do you espect me to sleep?!
as i said earlier
i can't be PANDA!
however, i am forced to as i was disturbed,
now, i became a WALKING ZOMBIE!

做熊猫才=勤力吗？

现在这阶段
常常看到四周的朋友都爱当“熊猫”
而我没有当熊猫的体力
就被人“酸”
我便开始问我自己
熬夜读书才算是正常吗？
熬夜读书才算是勤力吗？
我不否认一些熬夜读书的人的确勤力
但是否勤力读书的人都得熬夜呢？
老实说
我曾经熬夜做功课（顶多到1.00a.m.）
从来没试过熬夜读书
这样我算懒惰吗？
在我身边的朋友没有一个不曾熬夜读书（顶多1-2个）
跟他们比起来
我的确很懒惰
我没资格当熊猫

学习的困难

过几天我得回到PERAK
过不是人过的生活
真不舍得家
学兄常说读书的日子最快乐
但目前我还没体会到
毕竟我学习慢半拍
所以下的苦功也相对比较多
有一位名人（米怜）说
“要說會中文，
身體需銅造，
肺腑需鐵製，
檞木為頭，
鋼簧為手，
有鷹兒的眼，
使徒的心，
瑪土撒拉的長壽。（969岁）”

我想
不止是学中文学习
任何的学问都需要这样的条件
所以我还有很多东西得学呢！

对自己的承诺

记得小时候
我还不懂事
爱开玩笑和讽刺人
有一次不小心过火了
伤了一个朋友的心
虽然我与他仍是好朋友
但我绝不会忘记那件事
从那天起
我答应自己不再乱“酸”别人
开玩笑也要有界限


如今我常常被“酸”
终于体会到被“酸”的感觉
开玩笑的确能让一班人一起开心
但过度的玩笑会伤一个软弱的玻璃心
讲着无心，听者有意
所以
我从不后悔我当天对自己许下的承诺

假假期

放了一个礼拜假
还剩下一个礼拜
不知不觉时间又溜走了
一个星期的时间
每天都与朋友们出街
（我也没想到会花了这样多天）
功课好像永远都做不完
这假期真的是假期吗？
不过还好在家里比在Matriculation像个生活
真不希望回到那繁忙的生活中......