As "Prince" said
time flies...
it's true
it's been 3 weeks the 2nd sem started
and it all started badly
there was a black parrade during my MUET test
then i got fever for 2 days,stomach ache for a week, tooth pain for 3 days(or more)
food poisoning that cause me vomit and stomach ache in the middle of the night;
(yea, i have stomach problem and i am weak!)
join a parachutte competition,360 physics explorace,
got my exam results ,
and last but not least
3 assignments! not included tutorial and past year questions!
time seems not enough...
sad or happy
busy or free
i still have to move on...
Friday, November 27, 2009
Move On
Friday, November 6, 2009
Back to Study...Again!
Few hours left before i go back
to a hectic and dreadful lifestyle
not to say that having a MUET test tommorrow
my future is depending on that
different than other subject
language is a subject that cannot be studied
and i don't no how to prepare
i will be doom tommorrow!
Semester 2 will be a new sem
hope to get a good lecturer then
sadly, i don't have cpmputer class anymore
which means that no more bloging & internet surfing...
haiz...
Friday, October 2, 2009
PSPM Panic!
and the lass day I will be together with my classmates
they are friendly
though I sometimes really need someone with the same kind with me in class
...
every lecture say thanks and ask for forgiveness during their lass class
last but not least
they greet and wish us good luck in our exams
when i heard this
i feel a lot of pressure
as i and the same kind need to get 4 flat
it is not impossinle
but it is not easy either
somemore we have MUET
how can i struggle to get a good band with such bad language?
nothing much to say
just i need to fear for the time for execution!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Hectic schedule
and i "half sleep" in almost all the lectures
i know the problem is in me
but i can't diagnose it
i tried to sleep early
and it doesnt work
i tried to drink coffee every morning
and it give no effect
what should i do?
Double dose my drug (caffeine) to stay awake and become a coffee addict?
or just forget about coffee and continue my "sleepyness" in class for my health sake?
either way i need to make a huge sacrifice...
7 days from Raya holidays
all the lecturers are trying to finish the syllabus in time
and it seems a little bit impossible
so we have extra classes or so called night classes
i does not complain that i need to go to more class
since that i want the lecturer to finish the syllabus
i just complain that i do not have enough time
i need a lot of time to complete the homeworks
just that it will used up most of the time and i will not have the time to do revision
(sometimes i even doubt that whether i truely learn about anything in here)
what to do ?
Life is Hard...
(not to mention that MUET and final exam is around the corner!)
well usally i hang aroung in my friends room
as my roomates are nocturnal
(getting more nocturnal during this puasa period)
so i seldom talk with my roomates
as i hardly meet them awake
however the cause me a lot of trouble
staying active at night chatting around loudly is not a good environment for sleeping
my roomates friends usually gather at my neighbour to smoke now come to my room
though they dont smoke here
but they really are loudspeakers
is they anything i can do?
i dont dare to voice up
there are 5 of them and 1 of me
luckily my friends room have extra bed
i slept there for already two days
so irony
i have a better realtionship with my friend's roomates than mine...
Friday, September 4, 2009
CF CAMP
First
i will like to tell how the camp was organized...
During the first week of lectures,
we had a Christian Fellowship (CF) or Care Group (CG) on Friday noon
our teacher asked us wheter we wanted to have a camp at Harvest Haven
(click here for more info about Harvest Haven. http://www.capernwray.com.my/Ministries.html)
(she said that that place is fun, supported by a Ipoh guy, my friend, Raee which when there before)
most of the people give positive answers
but no one start to do anything...
as for me
i hate camp
i was not sured whether i should participated
but i did
i drafted out somethings
and let them continued the works
mostly people need others for a little push
then we started to plan...
we went there before our semester break to survey and booking
(wow, it really is a nice place in a middle of nowhere!)
after we saw the place
we really want the camp to be a success
but most of the weekend are fully booked
(until the weekend of next year!!)
we have to check the date to confirm whether it crushes with college activities
luckily we found a date
although we need to share the place with other group
however we are very sastified
after the holidays
we went back to college
we were informed that we need to be quarantined
we were not allowed for outing!
WHAT~!!!!
we had pay the deposits
plan everything and...
we faced a very big obstacles
we prayed and prayed
we have to write letters and go through a lot of procedures
and Thanks God that HEP allows us to go out
What a Miracles
Now the journey began 15/8
we reached there about 3pm
then we started an ice breaking
we were divided into 3 groups
Daniel, our camp leader lead the games
we were introduced to each other
quite fun
at night,
our teacher arrive with her younger sister
they shared some messaged to us for few sessions
and we design our group logo ...
we started with a light day
Saturday,
we have a lot of activities
workshop, outdoorgames,...
(too bad it was raining during the swimming period)
we have to build our own boat during workshop
the second generation of tiatinc arise
it really sink when we sailed the boat at the swimming pool
(the history was repeated!! lolx)
outgames...
lead by Cassendra, or also known as Cassy
the peak was in the last game
Water Ballon War
screaming and sabotajing...
it was really fun
at night
we take photos and play wildy
the guys and the girls chat until midnight---4am!
as for me which is Not a Panda
sleep before 1am
Sunday
we having Sunday service here
not much to said about it
but we learn a lot from the sermon
having photo session after the service
About the food
it was delicious
we have 5 meal per day!
and I was very happy that the groups cooperate to clean up the dishes after we had our meal
No complains and very efficient
this is the first time I see such a great team!
Delicious Food
we went back at 1pm
we dont feel to go back
as it is stress and tense to live a college life
compare to a place like this
but we have to move on
packs our bags and say bye bye to the lovely place
and here i will like to thanks our teachers, pastor
and my friends,(Jasper, Raee, Daniel, Jesmon, Cassy, Edward, Sin Yong)
for making the camp a success!
(Special credit for Nan Song for the T-shirt design and Sin Yong & friend who do the name cards...Last but not least, all the credits to the Lord for everything!)
Friday, August 21, 2009
Sleeeeeeeeeep
but i haven't get the picture yets
so i think i will post about it later...
Now, my biggest problem is i cant concentrate in class
it seems like the lecture hall is a bedroom for me
i will fall asleep during the lectures
i cant even stay awake even for my most interest subjects-MATHS!
what should i do???
homework are stacking higher and higher
questions in my head are overloading
different lectures and different book give difference answer
am i really suitable for study physics?
i started to doubt
anyway, i do really feel to quit!
however i had sign a contract!
have to keep pushing myself to the limit...
Sleepiness...when will you get away from me???
Friday, August 14, 2009
Electricity
but...
now is electricity problems
the lights will go of for a few seconds for several times in a day
seems not big deal?
well, it cause a lot of trouble as lecturers are using computer and projector to teach...
no electricity= lecture cant teach (or maybe student will not understand)
(hmmm....wonder how lecturer teachs in the past...)
as for me
i cant concnentrate anymore in class or anywhere
feel sleepy at anytime and anywhere
besides from being tired,
the "cyber cafe" or "cinema" beside zx room is so tempting
i had wactched "transformer 2" before the holidays
"dark knight" and "Saw 5" after the holidays
and planning to watch "Saw 3", "Saw 4" and "Obssessed"
see how lazy i turn out!
anyway i am going to a camp at harvest haven this afternoon
well i might upload some photos after i go back home for holidays
(too bad i dont have camera and the school internet line is slow!)
Friday, August 7, 2009
Harsh Week
H1N1 is spreading fast, my school is taking precaution steps to prevent the school from shutting down. Many people are wearing mask, quite scary, i thought.
For me,the main problem is the water crisis.
We have face the water problem for more than a MONTH!!
How long will it take them to repair a pipe leakage? a decades???!!!
Dont mention about shower or washing laundry, we cant even wash our hands.
How long can we hang on and strive through?
Besides facing water crisis, i had diarrhea and stomachache.
Bare in mind that the water here is very LIMITED!
Life is getting harder and harder...
Last but not least,
i cant sleep early because my roomate was chatting around loudly
Helo~is 2.30a.m.
why can't they keep their voices down
i can even here what they were talking with my ears close
how do you espect me to sleep?!
as i said earlier
i can't be PANDA!
however, i am forced to as i was disturbed,
now, i became a WALKING ZOMBIE!
Saturday, August 1, 2009
做熊猫才=勤力吗?
常常看到四周的朋友都爱当“熊猫”
而我没有当熊猫的体力
就被人“酸”
我便开始问我自己
熬夜读书才算是正常吗?
熬夜读书才算是勤力吗?
我不否认一些熬夜读书的人的确勤力
但是否勤力读书的人都得熬夜呢?
老实说
我曾经熬夜做功课(顶多到1.00a.m.)
从来没试过熬夜读书
这样我算懒惰吗?
在我身边的朋友没有一个不曾熬夜读书(顶多1-2个)
跟他们比起来
我的确很懒惰
我没资格当熊猫
学习的困难
过不是人过的生活
真不舍得家
学兄常说读书的日子最快乐
但目前我还没体会到
毕竟我学习慢半拍
所以下的苦功也相对比较多
有一位名人(米怜)说
“要說會中文,
身體需銅造,
肺腑需鐵製,
檞木為頭,
鋼簧為手,
有鷹兒的眼,
使徒的心,
瑪土撒拉的長壽。(969岁)”
我想
不止是学中文学习
任何的学问都需要这样的条件
所以我还有很多东西得学呢!
对自己的承诺
我还不懂事
爱开玩笑和讽刺人
有一次不小心过火了
伤了一个朋友的心
虽然我与他仍是好朋友
但我绝不会忘记那件事
从那天起
我答应自己不再乱“酸”别人
开玩笑也要有界限
如今我常常被“酸”
终于体会到被“酸”的感觉
开玩笑的确能让一班人一起开心
但过度的玩笑会伤一个软弱的玻璃心
讲着无心,听者有意
所以
我从不后悔我当天对自己许下的承诺
假假期
还剩下一个礼拜
不知不觉时间又溜走了
一个星期的时间
每天都与朋友们出街
(我也没想到会花了这样多天)
功课好像永远都做不完
这假期真的是假期吗?
不过还好在家里比在Matriculation像个生活
真不希望回到那繁忙的生活中......
Friday, July 17, 2009
It's hard to be a human
my mid-sem exam finally over
how well i did
i dont know
as long i tried my best
result will be out after holidays
the end of exam doenst mean the start of holiday
we still need to continue our study
once enter matriculation
it is a 5 year program
it's no use unless i graduate university
it's a long way
being anticipated for my holiday
(although i have a lot of holiday assigments)
i was been told that i have attidue problems
well,frankly i feel hurted (well i tried my best to be as good as possible)
but i thought about it
i knew my public realtionship (PR) and teamwork sux
and i try to improve that
other than that
am i sellfish? arrogant?impolite?
i dont know
maybe i hurt others without concius
so i hope anyone who read this and knew me pls tell me
what kind of person am i in yours eyes?
PLS do leave some comment
either good or bad
(juz write it as my mood already down)
so that i cant know myself more
well, Happy Holiday!
(for those who have!)
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Move on!
i now have o move on and continue my life.
It is no use to cry over a split milk
(except for release the sadness)
exam is coming soon (within 2-3 weeks)
got to study more harder
hope that i who STUPID wont fail the mid semester test!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Study = FAILED
yup is matriculation, thus no chinese program
So, i been forced to use english...
Life here is not as easy as I thought
Every second counts here
barely even can breathe
Today will be the worst day in here (until now)
as i Failed my class test
Failed with 0/10 mark!!!
this is the first time i get a zero
how sad and depreesed i am
i had completed my homework in time
did my revision
yet i failed
what can i say?
I study not enough hard?
or STUDY = FAILED?
Sunday, May 3, 2009
PLKN 30 (大结局)
今天就是Tamat Latihan
早上有各种不同演出
当中包括TTS(Tumbuk Tanpa Senjata),舞蹈和Kawad Senyap
我与汉昇都参与舞蹈
非常Enjoy
当Commandant正式宣布闭幕后
我们便Keluar Baris
像毕业的人把帽子向空中抛
顿时间感到自由了
【我们可彩排了4-5次,算是很闷咯!】
晚上
我们有Majlis Penutup
晚餐也特别丰富
只可惜我们等到9.00p.m.才可以吃!
吃了晚餐
我们便轮流上台表演
不幸的
PA system出了问题
造成最后的句号不能完美画上
不过
但我们得知BH得到第二名
不知多兴奋、多高兴
因为我们以为我们会是最后一名
【Wirajaya我们也得第一,我们也非常意外】
还有几个小时就要分开回家了
好事
就是那些没脑的人可以在我眼前消失了
坏事
就是要与一群朋友分开
尤其是慧颖
因为我在Life Game已认识她
没想到在这又见面
还有那一班PLKN CF的人
真是舍不得
说实在的
我已没力气开心或难过了
因为我病倒了
呕、伤风、咳嗽、喉咙痛
真不知为何每次回之前
在这种大的场面生病
Haiz…
PLKN 29
3月5日早上
我们的Wirajaya就开始了
背着一个设计超烂的书包
(没有重量肩膀也会酸)
开始往目标前进
树林、沼泽地、稻田、香蕉园、养牛场
种种地方
种种困难
都要一起度过
路途中
我们还必须找Clue和做PC(Pertolongan Cemas)
整个路程
大约10km
我们绕了一大圈
没想到最总目的地竟是在Kem后的树林
真是哭笑不得
所有人被分5人一组
每组将起一个Camp
我被分到与4个马来人一组
幸好那4个都是乖的一族
否则我日子会很难过
我们便分工合作起一个Camp
虽然我们没经验
但我们还是成功地起了Camp
到了5.30p.m.
我们便开始煮晚餐
虽然只是番薯配白饭
但我觉得那一餐非常好吃
到了晚上9.30p.m.
所有人又去玩“Murder Hunt”
只有10个人留下来守夜
而我是那10个人当中的1个
我守到12.00a.m.时
我已开始睏了
还有6个小时
我都不知要怎样顶
那些去玩Murder Hunt的
也好不到那里去
到处跑、完成任务……
我们所有人都处于半睡半醒的状态
到了6.30a.m.
我们才有机会躺一下休息
8.30a.m.时
我们便把Camp拆了
接着就走回Kem
2天1夜的Wirajaya
终于在11.00a.m.正式结束
对我来说
这是一个非常漫长的梦
也给了我不少的“第一次”经验
第一次24小时没睡(几乎)
第一次24小时没冲凉
第一次Camping(我很讨厌Camping)
第一次守夜
第一次起Camp
第一次……
过了这两天
我们Kem的活动正式完毕
现在等着星期二的闭幕典礼来为我们画上一个句号。
倒数:5天
PLKN 28
今天是最后一次的KK
这次我去看TUDM(Tentera Udara Diraja Malaysia)
我学到的东西并不多
只是能近距离看直升机和战斗机而已
明天就是Wirajaya了
我多么希望明天下雨
因为我真的很不想去
这种户外活动不是我的那杯“茶”
Haiz…
倒数:7天
PLKN 27 运动会
今天我们有KARNIVAL SUKAN(运动会)
比赛项目包括篮球、足球、排球、接力赛、Canoe和Rakit
Commandant 在早上宣布开幕典礼后
我们就开始比赛了
(Squardran Vs Squardran)
这里的运动会比我学校的好几倍
因为在这里我才感觉到运动的气氛和体育精神
Stamina 一向不好的我
当然没参加任何一项项目
(呵呵!)
从早上7.45a.m.比到5.00p.m.
比赛终于比完了
到了晚上
TKP宣布闭目典礼后
就由JL宣布我们的分数和排列
可惜的
我们BH有排最后一名
Haiz…
自从政治风波后
我们BH就一落千丈
当中有几个原因
1.Mahwi做了3条线后,就变的骄傲
2.Syafiq从新做到Ketua后,不敢再得罪人,所以很难有领导风范
3.很多人一直与Syafiq作对
BH自己都搞内哄
怎样去赢别的Squardran呢?
倒数:10天
PLKN 26
昨天下午打了预防针
晚上就开始肚子痛、呕吐
去了Medik吃了药
今早醒来还是很痛
早上做早操时
我要求坐在一旁
竟然有一个JL说
“Saja-saja, nak buat PT kata sakit”
听了真的伤了我的心
我才知道原来我是一个演员啊!
这种事不知要怪Pelatih还是怪JL
要不是有人曾经装病
JL才会怀疑
不过这样又对那些真正生病的很不公平
还好有另外一位JL问我的病情
心情才转好些
傍晚下起了大雨
算是补回之前60天炎热的天气吧
下了雨
天气凉爽
本是一件好事
可是却引来了上百、上千的飞蚁
试想像
一间厕所的墙壁上有数百只飞蚁
就好像整百只眼睛看着你
它们随时又会飞起
试问
你敢进吗?
最后
在这雷雨交加的傍晚
Pang又像往常一样被欺负
今天他忍无可忍
终于还手
我们BH便搞得鸡犬不宁
全是一个人开了一个太大的玩笑
倒数:13天
PLKN 25
今天又是KK日
我这次是去戒毒所
我只能说
我现在的生活
与他们半斤八两
进一次戒毒所所要花上2年才可出回社会
有人进进出出达到10次
10 X 2=20年
20年的青春你要浪费吗?
所以大家千千万万别动毒品!
倒数:16天
PLKN 24
是我为JL们写的
昨晚
我们从10.30p.m.站到12.45a.m.
听JL们轮流地说出心声
他们昨天受的打击实在是太大了
首先
这里的Pelatih(多数)都很自私、自我中心
1.有Sudut Ilmu来给pelatih看报纸 可是看了报纸有乱乱放
2.JL准备了Buku Aduan Makanan给我们 却又乱乱涂鸦
3.提早Roll Call给我们早点睡 但又不珍惜
4.吃了东西又到处乱丢垃圾
…………
这些东西我看了都不能忍
何况是教导我们的JL们呢?
不过
他们还能忍受着这一些
最不能忍受的是JL们不被尊敬
有些家长Complain为何女儿要洗厕所
受一点点伤又说JL没顾Pelatih
这些家长Complain的语气还很差呢!
拜托
家长们
请别听了你们孩子以后
完全相信他们的话
别说你们养育了孩子18年,
可以担保你的孩子不会讲骗话、不会说谎
家长们
请别宠坏你们的孩子
Kem里有Kem的规则
做值日生洗厕所
很难吗?
还是要把家里的“kakak”带进Kem?
家长们也请遵守Kem里的规则
穿一些Formal的衣服
还有不要再禁烟区抽烟
要知道上梁不正下梁歪
难道你们希望孩子们像你们一样吗?
再者
JL是有尊严的
是别人的孩子
同时也是别人的父母
别把所有责任都推到JL身上
要清楚父母的一句话
胜过JL苦口婆心的几千、几万句话
所以
家长们
请尊敬JL
接着
就该pelatih反省了
我知道站了2个小时半很累
但JL不是在讲废话
是肺腑之言的真心话
JL所滴下的眼泪
你们能体会吗?
他们牺牲时间、家庭
来到Kem里工作
你们又说他们演戏很逼真
拜托!
JL们那有这样多时间做戏给你们看
他们有时间宁可睡觉
如果给他们听到
简直是在伤口上撒盐
说到演戏
你们还比JL更一流呢!
骗他们家人生病要请假回家
骗父母说星期六、日可以回家
骗……..
PLKN 23
今天我们有捐血运动
捐血其实并没有我想象中痛
可以说其实一点都不痛
只要放松
一下子就会好了
捐血可以救人一命
自己的血又可新陈代谢
一举两得
何乐而不为呢?
所以大家要多多支持捐血运动吧!
下午
王子和佐佑到来
他们可等了很久
因为我没注意听报告
(再说声道歉!)
谈了2个小时
他们就回去了
傍晚
JL很生气和伤心地对我们说
他们被家长Complain
建设性的Complain JL当然会接受
但那Complain真的太离谱了
因为有些家长太宠坏孩子了
有时他们不晓得他们说的话太伤害别人了
难为JL们了
晚上
又有人因一些冲突打架
种族之间要团结
首先不要有害群之马
否者到了2020年
我们大马人种族意识还是很强
倒数:18天
PLKN 22
我目前上了4种课
1.Pembinaan Karakter/Character Building (PK)
2.Intergrasi
3.Kenegaraan (KN)
4.Citra Puisi
PK是为了要塑造人格
Intergrasi 是为了促进团结
KN是为了培养爱国精神
Citra Puisi是为了更了解国语的诗
如果这4个课程那么好
为什么不融入Form 1到Form 5的Pendidikan Moral,Sejarah,Civik和Komsas里呢?
为什么不让全国少年人都有同样的机会去学习呢?
换个角度来看
我们学了这样多年的Pendidikan Moral (从小学到中学有11年)
品格还不够好吗?还需要被塑造吗?
我们学了这样多年的Sejarah
对国家还不够了解吗?
爱国精神没培养到吗?
我们学了这样多年的Komsas
还不能掌握好国语诗的美妙之处吗?
如果我们真的在5年都学不好
在短短的3个月里可以学以致用吗?
这些问题
有没有矛盾
大家自己慢慢想吧!
PLKN 21
今天我们有Khidmat Komuniti (KK)
分成3组去3个不同地方
1.戒毒所
2.Marine Police (注:海警,不是海军!)
3.消防局
我的组被派到去消防局
在那儿
他们先给Taklimat
才做Demo
整个过程还过得去
只是我们得穿Full Ceroweng
加上附近的工厂排出毒气
简直又热又臭
非常头痛
在整个过程
最刺激的部分
就是进Maze Room
Maze Room是一个小房间
里面是用铁龙做通道
房间里又没光
当我们进去
完全看不到东西
房间里还不时地喷烟
我们得靠爬和触觉来找出口
目的就是要体验火灾时的状况!
倒数:21天
PLKN 20
而我之前却把NS都写成这样Negative
在此
我就大约写下几个要点:
1.不喜欢在家/喜欢往外跑
2.喜欢Physical Training 和运动
3.在班上敢睡觉或跟朋友讲话
4.迟睡早起的夜猫子
5.在字典里没有“干净”这两个字
6.爱交朋友/社交能力好的
如果谁有这些个性
不妨考虑进NS
因为NS将会是你的天堂
相反的
没有这些条件
那NS将会是你的地狱!
倒数:23天
Monday, April 6, 2009
PLKN 19
13/1
今天射枪的成绩出了
最高分是Wira(80分)
而最高分的Wirawati都有77分
而我
只有55分
【0(5)+3(4)+7(3)+10(2)=53】
老实说
看不清楚Target却能拿一半的分数
加上没有一粒子弹Miss
我已和满意了
早上
有人把餐具留在Canteen
(餐具上还有食物)
JL便生气地问我们是谁干的“好”事
可是没有人承认
结果所有Wira下午又被罚
真是一人犯错全体受罚
3.30p.m.
我们用Compass爬后山
虽然一组(30++个人)只有一个Compass
但爬山的路还蛮刺激
只可惜时间不够
还没Complete我们就得回Dewan
倒数:26天
PLKN 18
11/2
5.30a.m.
今天BH和Sukhoi的人都必须早醒
因为轮到我们去射枪
但我们Dorm的人都不够睡
原因是:
昨晚12.30a.m.我们BH和Fulchrum被叫出去
(全部睡着的都被叫醒)
JL 告诉我们
其中2个人尝试偷跑出去被捉到
(1个是BH的,1个是Fulchrum的)
由于KEM里注重团体精神
所以我们被罚跪在马路上
双手举起
而偷跑的人只须坐在椅子上看
(JL的目的是要他们内疚,事后他们被罚得很严重)
我们可跪到膝盖痛
脚和手都发抖
到了1.30a.m.才可继续回房睡
很多人因这件事恨他们
恨JL
但我却觉得
JL惩罚是应该的
因为他们责任重大
须顾这样多条人命
如果我们自己本身要违反规则
发生以外时又要怪谁呢
不知情的人(父母及社会人士)当然就会怪负责人了
早上7.00点
我们正式出发到USM对面的Padang Sasaran
还好整个路程有1个小时
让我们补充睡眠
到了那儿
我们就轮流地射枪
1人有7粒子弹Testing
20粒子弹射Target
事实上
来到这里并不比想象中刺激
因为我们花大多数时间在等
加上天气闷热
每个人都等得不耐烦
轮到我时
我便照着指示开枪
只可惜
我看不到目标
因为我近视度加深
没去换眼镜
真后悔!
不久
枯燥炎热的天气180°转变
下起了大雨
射枪活动被逼暂停
这时候
我们排队轮流拿饭盒
竟然没有汤匙给我们用
叫我们怎样吃呢?
由于我们须等到3点才能回
所以大多数人没有办法
就忍一忍脏
用手开饭了
射枪后
本来可以去拍照留念的(1张RM10)
但因下雨的事时间耽误了
导致我们一些人没拍到照
一生人一次的机会就这样没了
(还好我来得及与我朋友拍照)
倒数:28天